Sunday, January 31, 2016

Huh.

Turns out that seething anger I let go of recently, was a bit of a security blanket. While I feel so much lighter for dropping the figurative weight of it.... Now I'm dealing with the raw nerves exposed in the aftermath.  A much healthier thing to deal with, to be sure. But painful and difficult nonetheless. My best description is 'emotional hangover'. I would rather be dealing with this piece of the healing process, than still lugging that anger. But yikes....feeling a bit like I was mowed down by a dump truck. The next little while will be about putting one foot in front of the other, and breathing, and not much else.

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